I’ve been thinking enough, assessing my past…
looking… searching… whats the missing blank…
…paranoid!
…what to believe!
on everything you thought was clear,
was all unreal…

when you know they know that you deserve it too…
but now you begin to doubt it too…

…the passion, love, dedication and devotion;
that respect, friendship and support is never is a thing…
that blinded or been blindfolded by lies or fears…

…insanity! wont be denied…
…this feeling I hate to rely…

doubting even my treasured boosts, and confident
is online…

realizing that it wasn’t me…
but a segment of certain reality, that it wasn’t for me…

Darkest Stair

By: Me

Today I’ve learned, that life is not fair…

That sometimes you’ll have, your darkest stair…

So while at halt, think of what

Your next step, on that blinded spot…

Be careful not to slip, and always get a grip

Coz you might again get back to where you begin…

Believe in you self and forget that its unfair…

For it’s not about fairness, rather a fated will…

So stand up and face your fear!

Like a blind man taking their forever,

Darkest Stair…

Beyond
Wrote by: Leslie Margate

What would I say
If I couldn’t even lay,
The best advice and lies
To man who’s on the rise?

For a man dared by the future,
Enjoy and the best nurture.
Though fear makes us blinded,
Tomorrow will come and we are bonded.

Nothing less, nothing more
But what are we asking for?
Stand alone and do the blame,
Or let others suffer the shame?

What the future may always bring,
Need to choose the real best thing.
We may be fool and some will fall,
In the end we would still be all.

So many questions about our future,
That hits us like a torture.
Is it a matter to be mature,
or just we are not yet sure.

Where’s the real meaning
That our horizon keeps on asking?
The land where we’re standing
Is a path for some who are dreaming.

Like the sun that keeps on shining,
Continue, and keep on going.
As the moon keeps on lurking,
Dream on be the king…

A thought gone by
Wrote by: Bryan Penollo

A day past by
and dreams run dry
today I grow shy
to a goal I didn’t comply

Tomorrow the sun will rise
and my hope will shine
hope the will make my bright
and lead me back into the light

Today I learn
that in pain
I become vain
and so insane

While I write
I hope for things to be right
and while you read
I hope you learn so deep.

Last wednesday March 11, I have just been asked by my sister to call Meralco Hotline, because she says that our current, is currently fluctuating and it looks like that the source was from the meter itself, it produces some creepy sounds.. So then given that the problem is ”meter” which apparently cannot be repaired by private technicians since its not allowed to be touch. So  I googled it, then found their main site www.meralco.com.ph, but for some reason I can’t get to their website some “Error cant access dns chuva..”  So I did some ninja fixing, I tried some changing my networks line, some tunneling proxy, but still the same, Hmm, I just thought maybe there was a problem with their DNS, so I thought mayber their private I could be the solution, so I ping their domain, and found their IP. I changed the www.meralco.com.ph to http://63.243.144.11/, then whoallaa I’m looking at meralco site, so Ive checked out their hotline details here is it.

Hotline: 16211 or 631-1111

What you need: Service Identification Number or S.I.N.

Then I reported the problem, just 4 hours later they arrived and fixed the problem. That was so quick! Kodos to Meralco.

Thanks for the quick Fix! Meralco.